I kind of keep asking myself little questions
Like where do I go from here
I seem to keep loosing track of time and how long it`s been
Since I last had you near
Been a painful road to a door that`s closed
Been a gamble that I knew I couldn`t win
Been a lonely conversation to this photograph of you
In the mirror there`s a sing I must give in
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
tryin` escape the heartache, tryin` escape emotion
No I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterday`s my memory reminding me of all the time
I depended on you
I used to enjoy spending my time on my own here
Watching the jaded people pass
Now here I am sharing their pain and their lonely tears
And walking a road of broken glass
It`s a constant fight to get through each day and night
It`s a war between the present and the past
And the face that`s in your mind every time you close your eyes
What`s the reason, what`s the answer, how long will this last
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
tryin` escape the heartache, tryin` escape emotion
No I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterday`s my memory reminding me of all the time
Been a long time since I heard your last goodbye
Still I hear it clearly every day and night
What`s the point in love when you have to give it up
Yet still you need it and it`s nowhere you can find
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
tryin` escape the heartache, tryin` escape emotion
No I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterday`s my memory reminding me of all the time
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