It's been awhile since I could hold my head high
And it's been awhile since I first saw you
And it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile since I could call you
But everything I can't remember
As f**ked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been awhile since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile since I could say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile since I've gone and f**ked things up, just like I always do
And it's been awhile, but all that sh*t seems to disappear when I'm with you
But everything I can't remember
As f**ked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and f**ked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
And it's been awhile since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile, but I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember
As f**ked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry
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