Anywhere/en

The town full of grey streets
Life that goes on unbroken forever
That first morning I was bathed, yeah
In white hot light from the ceiling

I can’t even arm myself yet
But time still goes by

Do I want to love? Will I not love? I can’t love…
The more memories I create, the worse it gets…
Do I want to walk? Will I not walk? I can’t walk…
“Eternity” is like an unbearable pain

I want it to stab me harder, hurt me worse
So I won’t wish for much

Do I want to love? Will I not love? I can’t love…
As I hesitate it overflows
Won’t it reach? Do I want to send it? Do I want to try to touch it?
Somewhere? Somewhere? Something?